Like the title says! (looking for an excuse to update the ol' journal, since i never do because most of my earnest blogging goes down on livejournal where people who specifically want to know what's going on with my life will watch--in contrast to deviantart, where people watch me first and foremost for my arts, which i have not been doing much of lately much to my and certain others' chagrin; but it is odd since i'm on winter break now and have over a month to draw but i haven't been making much of the time because of having a life (aka work, chums and video games--oops, video games don't constitute having life, yet they are the stuff of life--how odd); but hopefully things will slow down because art is what i do best and the feeling one gets after drawing a pretty thing is akin to what i imagine a mother feels after looking down to the child she's conceived and knowing she's brought something beautiful into the world but that's just a guestimate because i've never asked a mother who also draws to compare what they felt upon creating a drawing and child although the option is certainly there because i do know some parents who're also artists (sorry, "drawer," since artist is a word some people seem to try and avoid) but no matter i am rambling on and on and on like this is stream of consciousness like a Faulker book like "the sound and the fury" which i did attempt to read once but gave up after the first twenty pages because i got utterly lost--another saddening thing because english is also another of my fortes just like art is but in this case i failed; yes, failed, like failure, as in what this entry is filled withAHHHH! gonna stop now... you will be baked... and then there will cake ~bows~)